I have looked for you on every guy's shadow,
found you on all their faces; opened doors for me,
serenaded me with silly conversation.
You, an embodied soul I've always wanted to reach out my hands to and touch
Whose kindness drew
me closer than it should have.
I have spent my moments painting you with the softest love,
the most inner petals of my heart.
I have dreamed you into reality with the sweet scented smokes treasured in my body.
I have woven you with the best web that my health could produce.
You have existed with me and in me through time, different faces and characters.
I have burnt you into fine world minerals; the gold,the silver and the bronze
and poured you into the souls my eyes have met.
I have sunken in the waves of your smile and breathed in your words
but not one of them was about your love for me.
